Tension

~Ripped off from a discussion with a friend~
Self confidence:
How much is too much?
When you are willing to challenge
what is told or implied to you?

This has been one interesting week. Besides the 3 major events in a JC student's life falling on the same monday.
What I had was NAPFA test all 6 items, Bio SPA skill A, and choir concert performance on the same day. It was an interesting experience rushing from one venue to the next. But more so was the experience dragging myself through the rest of the week. Forcing myself to pay attention when what i really wanted to do was sleep. I'm surprised i haven't passed out in choir yet... When I was in secondary school such stress would probably have made me black out. Have I become stronger, or just more determined?

Thursday was choir SYF auditions.
I'm on Probation like last year. I'm thankful for the chance and for those who have believed in me.
I'm not feeling too thankful for the people who clearly put in [or thought they put in] lots of effort but didn't get results.
From now to SYF will be a high stress period for me. I can't shake off the feeling that I'm a liability to the choir. So I'm gonna try relearn my parts and push myself to do my best this one last time for AJ choir.
My homework is so gonna suffer. =P