answers .... too?

i think an old post of mine was also titled answers..... ah well

will you give up happiness for material gain?

well, today Boon Teck asked me to go AISS ask my juniors to come for AJC choir DSA. i think i looked at him as though i was absolutely shocked, cause Long Teng started laughing.... well.

if your juniors put up a hate blog about you, with bended truth in it.......

ok.

i was an idiot in the past. the present if different. but you, my juniors, still make me feel like a ghost when i come back to AISS. haha.... maybe its coz i dun come back much, too many bad memories.

on a lighter note, i think some people have ... mis-uncoded the nick i m using now.

my fault - it is purly coincidence that cisvol backwards is lovsic.

Encoding stuff backwards is..... sort of below me....its an anagram people!

haha... btw... yuan ting took less than a minute to decode it correctly, then another minute to come up with alternative anagrams....

she's good.

well, common test and then world choir games.... so i will not be posting much for say.... 2 weeks?

so goodbye for now.

yours hopefully,

cisvol

order

fear is a powerful and dangerous tool. will you use it?

Well, time to get my notes in order and start some serious mugging. Ow my head.

And when all this exams is over its time to prepare for world choir games.

more ouch.

hmm, life basically is still the same for me these days. Its getting annoying. I really am sick with my mom's "son u are an idiot and can't be trusted" attitude. She really expect too much from me. Just my luck, having a mom who desires perfection from me AND total control over my personality.

It sometimes surprises me that i can stand her personal attacks on me.

haha, but its time to study, time to prioritise and time to put stuff in order.

hoping that this nick will become a lie,

cisvol

another quiz

how nice yuan ting, how nice

And to make it easy for the poor people who will be sabohed by me, here's the original quiz:"Decide on 20 random people. Preferably 10 gals and 10 gals. Don't read the questions until you decide on the 20 people. There is no ranking in the number. Just random. And tag 5 people to do this survey. Ready? Start!"
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1. How did you meet 14?
2.What would you do if you never met 1?
3.What would you do if 20 and 9 date?
4. Do you ever like 19?
5. Will 6 and 17 make a great couple?
6. Describe 3.
7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
8. Say something about 7.
9. Do you know any of 12's family?
10. What's 3's favourite?
11. What would you do if 18 confess his/her love for you?
12. What language does 15 speak?
13. Who is 9 going out with?
14. How old is 16 now?
15. When is the last time you talk to13?
16. Who is 2's favourite singer or band?
17. Would you ever date 4?
18. Would you date 7?
19. Is 15 single?
20.What's 10 last name?
21. Would you be in serious relationship with 11?
22. What school does 8 goes to?
23. Where does 6 live?
24. What's your favourite thing about 5?
25. Have you ever seen 17 naked?

Decide on 20 random people. Preferably 10 gals and 10 gals. Don't read the questions until you decide on the 20 people. There is no ranking in the number. Just random. And tag 5 people to do this survey. Ready? Start!"

1. Yuan Ting(AJ)
2. Yee Yan(AJ)
3. Hui Ting (AJ)
4. Fang Wen(AISS)
5. Hui Ting(AJChoir)
6. Qing Wen(AJChoir)
7. Bevelry(AJChoir)
8. Joey(AJChoir)
9. Nellyn(AJ)
10. Daniel(church)
11. Shu Fen (AISS)
12. Raj (AISS)
13. Rosie(AJ)
14. Yee keong(AJ)
15. Esther(church)
16. Dixon (AJ)
17. Gladis (AJChoir)
18. Simon(AISS)
19. Esther(AJ)
20. Andrew(AJ)

1. How did you meet 14?

Yee Keong? crap, long story. ok i personally got to know him when i sat beside him in sec3. and i have been in the same class as him ever since.

2.What would you do if you never met 1?

Yuan Ting?hmm.... i would still be me? can't really think up of anything.... perhaps my chinese would be worse....

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 date?

Andrew and Nellyn? hmm.... sounds like a nice combination. I would... hmm.... tease nellyn about it and make sure yee yan does not kill her .[insider info needed to understand me]

4. Do you ever like 19?

Esther? not really, found her a little annoying..... we get along well as friends, but nothing more please.

5. Will 6 and 17 make a great couple?

wow! Gladis and Qing Wen! perfect chance for revenge! since coincidence has handed me this........ well i would say they would get along better than friends should.... if they spent more time with each other.
[more insider info required]

6. Describe 3.

well. Hui Ting [note, the hui ting from 01/06 not the one from choir]. She keeps up a pretty tough exterior, has alot of zest for life and likes smiling.

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?

Joey? He's a guy? How am i suppose to answer this? I'll leave it blank... but i'll say its not surprising if he has a gf.

8. Say something about 7.

Bevelry? well, she really likes saint andrew's.

9. Do you know any of 12's family?

Raj? nope

10. What's 3's favourite?

hui ting? BOOKS!!!!!

11. What would you do if 18 confess his/her love for you?

Simon? i'll say i'm not gay and commit suicide cause something has gone terribly wrong WITH THE WORLD.

12. What language does 15 speak?

Esther? English. to me at least.

13. Who is 9 going out with?

Nellyn? her imaginary fiends?

14. How old is 16 now?

Dixon? I think he's 17, i'll ask genim. [more insider stuff]

15. When is the last time you talk to 13?

Rosie. yesterday. on msn. sorry again for .....

16. Who is 2's favourite singer or band?

Yee Yan? i really dun know sorry?

17. Would you ever date 4?

Fang Wen? I. never. date. guys. NEVER.

18. Would you date 7?

bevelry? I won't rule out the possibility.

19. Is 15 single?

Esther? I think so....

20. What's 10 last name?

Daniel? Sim.

21. Would you be in serious relationship with 11?

Shu Fen? Nice gal, it might work out, but... have no feelings for her so no.

22. What school does 8 goes to?

Joey? AJC.

23. Where does 6 live?

Qing Wen? Not sure but definatly within Singapore.

24. What's your favourite thing about 5?

Hui Ting? her energy?

25. Have you ever seen 17 naked?

Gladis? NO. Qing Wen, please stop assuming i did.
[more insider info]

expected

What will you do when your world just completely collapses? they say its a test of your self-confidence and esteem. i think i failed .

Well, should have expected.... happiness for me never lasts long.... but i was really hoping this day would never come, that i could finally change my blog title.... to something like 'luck changed for the better'

but its all just a dream

sorry Rosie, i frankly just blew up at you. thankfully it was over msn.

again

One big sorry to Rosie of 19/06. i hope this will never happen again

The only obvious way the prevent this from happening is .... trying to be depressed all the time

yeah, cruel fate.

sigh, well i promised myself not to sigh on this blog again. guess i inheritted abit of my mom's fickleness towards promises.

must. continue. to. keep. my. promises.

well, now it is time to measure ourselves against what life has to offer. frankly, i will not perform up to expectations this time. for those expectations are built around a person who no longer exist.

goodbye, whatever constituted as my life of dreams. hello, the storm of reality.

i expect this is going to be a challenge; but i am going to walk into it with my head held high.

for better or for worse,

cisvol

empty

what makes you 'you'?

well, ok , i should be studying right now. but hey... not a good time.

my brain is as empty of facts as mars is empty of life

so, met matilda on my way to school, whee, was nice seeing her... but i am not so sure what she's hinting at.....

suddenly, in lecture thearte four, i felt... empty, alone, tired

well.... that means i'm back to normal

whee

as the people reading this blog know, i really like someone in AJC choir alto section. goodness stop guessing! hahaha

well, must try study. thanks for reading! please tag

for the emptiness we see in our lives is the space that our friends fit in. =]

cisvol

surprise

is truth how we percieve things? then since we all percieve things differently, are there different truths?

well, I am basically trying to bLog more since i am in a good mood....

its sort of a surprise to go back for make-up lectures and find out hOw much u'Ve changed in a week

haha. wonder how long it will takE for the homework blues to catch Up... but.....

enjoy while it last.

had some completely random dreams these days. hurts to try recall them all.... ok.... trying.... o yeah! this morning i dream that i was in maths lecture, but when i was waking up, i thought i was falling asleep in the maths lecture.

urgh, yeah i know my grammer need improving.

whee!

yup i know i freaked out some of my classmates, hope it was a nice surprise!

hmm.... now would be a good time to spring some sort of surprise.... but i've got none....

haha

sometimes we think we know everything, then suddenly something gives us a surprise....

cisvol

full stop

Would your rather be good at doing something naughty or bad at doing something nice?

welllll.............. my dreams of a better life are so different from reality.... but who cares

now, sir kewi,the knight of Siglap south, the one with marvellous girth, is going away on a noble quest to aid TPJC choir in some overseas competition. What hath overcometh my tongue to speakth such?

Never mind

well, so no choir tomorrow= math lecture, econ lecture and make-up Physical training tomorrow. now it is time for a slight pause, a full stop in the story of my life. then it is time to record my agony of catching exam fever, and hopefully recovering.

but it also might be the full stop before i fall really sick and miss the world choir games and my promo- but i'm just hallucinating.

So ... full stop. time to catch your breath before one super long story.

cisvol

the quest

the more you see, the more you don't know; the more you think, the more questions you find ; the more you feel, the more you you blind yourself.....

wow, i'm blogging more often....

thanks for tagging people!

hmm.... yeah i should mention i love anagraming stuff and using them as names..... i prefer it if you don't try decode....

sigh.... i know your trying to decode it about right now.... haha......whatever.......

hmm.... apparently the tagged game meme thing is starting to go in circles.... and hit some dead ends... nvm

hmm... i seem to be 'hmm'ing alot..... haha.... ok better go now....

we are all on a quest called our lives. we seek for the many things that may bring us and those around us joy, love, friendship, money, careers.....

ciSvOl poHeYen WAriDgren

shattered dreams

most people insist that bad memories should be forgotten. i beg to differ.Bad memories are the only way we learn, like how not to take things for granted.

Well. Much has changed since i first blogged in december 2005. then i thought it was time to get out of my shell... to try trust people, to move out of the protective cage my parents had chained me in.....

lol. call me stupid but sometimes i wish i still was that annoying secondary 1 student.... things would be different

let me imagine what my life would be if i lived that way....

1. i would be getting better grades

2. i would be in a CCA like project eureka, alot more relaxed

3. i would be so fustrated with myself, with noone to help me

4. My project work would already be completely

5. everyone would hate me [ok if someone hates me now they would hate me even more]

6. i would not have so many friends

7. i would be taking physics

8. i would still say choir sucks

9. i would think cat high is heaven

10. i would backstab like ..... all the time

well.... tomorrow there's still choir... so i better catch up on stuff....

cya people, plz tag.

ciSvOl poHeYen WAriDgren