more pics

i assure all viewers that the pics are an attempt to potray how some ppl look lik every day..... not to make fun of them.....

some other pics were just too cheezy.......
haha

well.... my life is getting more and more stressed
i love u elanor
perhaps i shld go..... n study........

zzz.....chem hmwk

lol..... maybe more about my life now..... well shu fen not true xiao hui has been embrassing me..... lol..... now everyone in class knows how to annoy me enuf to make me lose control of my anger.........

haha... but on d whole life is getting better..... minus PE lessons..... haha

i think joyce will be interested to watch this.... warning long loading time

another thing......my class has to do some angel mortal game rght? wonder who my angel is....... but whoever it is.... srry i m permanently broke one.......

lol....... i feel so messed up......

pics from my class...not fair onli 4 guys one missing.....

charmaine, xiao hui amd peishan........

from left: joyce, hui hui, shu fang, weiyu[covering her face....]


foreground sitting on table: joyce
from left in background: xuvin, sisca,fariha, veronica, nisa

background with camera handphone:andy

from top left n in clockwise manner:

yi ping, jaysern, rachael, jin yu

srry srry...cousins shoo!!!!!

lol...... guess i offended a few ppl last friday.... in sch..... i even brushed off a person who was asking bout this blog....... srry i was in a bad mood.....

YES i m luke aka skywalker aka dakras aka Lrin aka vinas aka unase aka delif aka ombre aka nambi ....lol.... n tis is a blog about my life

lol...

i wish d title colour could b changed

haha... gd news is tat my room com is up so i can blog during the weekend when my bro is distracted..... haha

now at least i am settling into AJC... i.e. i m starting to get stressed

lol... i literally am having problems with my digestive system reacting to the constant output of adrenaline.... uncomfortable....

well.... for our college teachers..... i can say they expect alot from us.....its stress for better or for worse..... at least they can impart knowledge well..... haha..... word of warning to all who plan to enrol into a junior college.... u are expected to have the passion to find knowledge ....

well...mayb i will blog more tomorrow....

firstly hi to all from ciclon: viento!! whoooo!!!!

lol... tis is a site where i talk about everything tat is depressing me, impressing me, and watever else......mostly crap but haha... tag me if u want me to link to ur blogs.......

lol.... and then i thought it was alright to be optimistic.....

haha....yesterday was the first real day of lessons..... i m so lucky no longer taking physics!!!!!! but....

i already can feel the stress...most people ca just shake it off with the help of frens n family.... but i don't realli hav any.....

lol...its not tat no one cares.... people lik long teng ,my parents , cheryl and such might...... but i don't know how on earth it is tat when they try help me they make my life horrid....... its so unfair.....

lol....of coz there are too ppl i can connect with..... but.... lol these people either are not close to me or refuse to be......lik elanor... can't believe i still like her...i jus hang on n hope
my life seems destined to be tis weird, i hope it is not

enough of complaining....haha....now i hav to go spend d rest of today...hoping for tmr...

hello again......

originaly i wanted to blog about d fun 4 days i spent in JC...away from my mom...but something has jus reached me.....with bad news.....bad news not for me but for her ...elanor jus broke up wth ryan
i should be happy.....i should at least know tat i hav a chance...but

it hurts to see her like this..especially since i did not notice tat message for a few hours......since i can't help her....since i know some wounds cannot heal completely.....

but let us talk of happier things...

lol..... at AJC things have been going ok for me..... at least i can fit in a little....

n our OG is at total internal peace!!!!!!!!!

lol...AJC is kinda cool.....i ran into ppl from choir exchange programs, sec sch,pri sch,tuition classes and church.....quite alot huh?

lol, i hav to go....n spend d weekend wth my parents......

well....its a new year....lol

now my time online will be cut so i need to plan out somethings

1. hence forth i will blog maybe once a fornight for saftey reasons
2. since i will hav to stay wth my mom i must therefore curry favour.....there goes my life......
3. thanks to timing problems if u see me online its a miracle
4. i will thus give my user n pass to my blog account to Celebrian just in case of emergencies
5. in extreme cases of emergency in which i m required to run away from home i would probably go search for Tinuviel
6. in worse case scenario i.e. i m thking of suicide i will call Elanor
7. thus far i will have to be silent to my cousins for i do not wish a repeat of dec31-2005[srry guys]

phew....now the only safe method of communication is thru my handphone......coz my mom has no idea how to use it

next point.....if u want to know wat happened on dec31-2005 ask shufen

now in d forseeable future i can expect my life to be horrible.....lol