expected

What will you do when your world just completely collapses? they say its a test of your self-confidence and esteem. i think i failed .

Well, should have expected.... happiness for me never lasts long.... but i was really hoping this day would never come, that i could finally change my blog title.... to something like 'luck changed for the better'

but its all just a dream

sorry Rosie, i frankly just blew up at you. thankfully it was over msn.

again

One big sorry to Rosie of 19/06. i hope this will never happen again

The only obvious way the prevent this from happening is .... trying to be depressed all the time

yeah, cruel fate.

sigh, well i promised myself not to sigh on this blog again. guess i inheritted abit of my mom's fickleness towards promises.

must. continue. to. keep. my. promises.

well, now it is time to measure ourselves against what life has to offer. frankly, i will not perform up to expectations this time. for those expectations are built around a person who no longer exist.

goodbye, whatever constituted as my life of dreams. hello, the storm of reality.

i expect this is going to be a challenge; but i am going to walk into it with my head held high.

for better or for worse,

cisvol