vague-ness to the extreme

Decisions are what make up who you are.

Wow, this blog is getting dusty.

So i'm posting now before another long break from blogging.

As a JC year one student, i will soon be preparing for my promotional exams. a.k.a. the horror we call the promos.

Do NOT ,ever ask a JC one if he/she is preparing for promos, unless of course you don't mind getting strangled.

being my age is ... tiring.

well, at least project work is... sort of ok.

though not my mother tongue

haha. I treasure the memories of my earlier years, cause i'm now a very different person. my dreams these nights so far have been happy, wonder what's going to happen next.

going back to my secondary school tommorrow. hope to meet some people there. It'll be nice to see them for who they are... for once.....

Well. Part of me is always disappointed with where i am now... for my abilities do not meet my wants. It often infurates me, that there are people out there who can do certain things to help those around them. but don't.

For one there's this classmate/fren of mine who's supposed to peer tutor other students. instead of walking around to check and mark their work.... she just sits there and does that work meant for them.

Yup, doing their work helps you understand that work more, yup, you can be shy, yup, you can be scared of teaching them wrongly, YES, you can choose to help people only after they ask you. but hey, i'm getting the impression your selfish. especially if you can do a far better job then me and cause less stress to everyone in the process.

Well.

its back to mugging for me...

never wanted to be one in the first place.

time to... rest before another race begins....

yours tiredly,

cisvol